The picture on my website

I've been getting a lot of mail lately and am way behind in my correspondence.  I'm doing my best to get caught up, and believe me, I'm not complaining, because I love to hear from my readers, and never take for granted the joy of hearing from someone who connected with me through my books.  But sometimes it's a bit overwhelming, as it is now.  I have no idea why I'm getting so much mail. It's certainly not because I'm a big player in the publishing world.  I have yet to find the key to the puzzle, but what does it really matter? I'm been blessed to hear from people who wish to speak to me, and is that not so cool?

One of the most frequently asked questions is whether the young girl in the picture at the top of my website is me.  Most unfortunately, it is not, although it does look like it could be.  I would have been thrilled to have that dress at that age and to have a staircase like that to clumb.  So no, while it isn't really me, I like to think it might have been.  (Hey, I write fiction!).  You can thank Tara Green, web designer extraordinaire, for the picture.

Which brings me to the latest on the website:  look for a new Behind the Scenes - I've got one almost ready to go.  And a newsletter is not far behind (didn't I tell you that you wouldn't be beseiged with mail from me?).

Off to a sunny island in the Mediterranean.  No, not in the real world, but off I go.  Wish me luck with this new endeavor.  And write.  I promise to answer.  Eventually.

October Already?

How did that happen?  Weeks have flown by and I've been so busy it's hard to keep track of time.  I've been writing a lot and very different things.  The non-fiction book was finished, sent off for comments, and has just been returned for editing.  We're still believers in its concept, and have great hopes for it, but it looks like we'll need to do some more work.  Not to worry - we're bringing in additional troops to help us out.

I'm back to writing fiction again.  It's a new kind of book for me, a much shorter format, which is forcing me to pare down my usual complicated plots and character list to the essentials.  Kind of fun, when you get into the rhythm of it.  Then it's back to 13th century London, to Edward I's court.  The summer skies are darkening with unrest and I've got my characters in the midst of it all.  It's one of my favorite periods in which to write, so rich with potential.  Maybe by the time I'm writing I'm writing that one full time our warm California weather will have cooled and it won't seem strange to imagine a dark rainy night in a walled city.

We've been seeing lots of friends and family and doing a lot of celebrating, despite the seemingly endless influx of sad news.  I cannot remember a year so filled with deaths - so, so many deaths.  But we're not focusing on that.  We're enjoying every happy moment and are determined to end the year on a high note.  It may be a note played on a kazoo rather than a violin, but it will be music to my ears (don't cringe - it just had to be said).

And in the Real World . . .

I've been partying lately, celebrating my own birthday and the many, many other September birthday people I know.  Lots of Virgos, and now Libras, which suits me fine since I'm a cusp baby, and am very familiar with duality, mine included.  That duality has recently proven valuable in a way I'd never before considered. 

Yesterday I sent off a non-fiction book which I wrote with my daughter to my agent in New York for review and comments.  I had Daughter #2 on the phone with me when I hit SEND to let it fly into cyberspace. 

I won't pretend I'm not nervous.  I would like this project to be successful; my daughter has great hopes for it and I'd hate to see her disappointed. And I'd love to explore my duality as a writer.  I didn't know I had any.  Yes, I've written non-fiction before, had years on newspapers in school, and I knew I could write a coherent sentence.  But it's been a while.  Most of my published work has been fiction, with historical settings.  I wondered if that would be a help or a hindrance when I started to write the non-fiction book.

I discovered that I could make the switch to my natural tone very easily.  I don't know why I worried about it, after all I don't talk in an historical mode at the grocery story, or to other writers, or with His Majesty (except for  . . .oh, never mind. TMI, TMI).  I talk like a 20th century person (yes, 20th century.  I don't think I've evolved into a 21st century person yet.  Stay tuned.). 

It was a fun book to write.  I had worried about how we would do writing together.  I've got my own ways of working, and she hers, and I didn't know if our methods would mesh.  And I didn't want anything to upset the very close relationship we have.  I'm delighted to report that it was a thrill to write with her.  She's smart and hard-working, and so mature and rational.  It literally was joyous.  I make no apologies for thinking that my two daughters are the most wonderful women on earth, and it was gratifying to discover how easily Daughter #2 and I worked together.  I'm so proud of her!  And I'm proud of the book we've created.  I hope that one day it will be published and you and I can talk about it together.

I'll let you know.

Wait, Let's Think About This Again

Yesterday I talked about how much I enjoy football, right?  But last night, as His Majesty was watching the second game of the Monday Night Football double header, I had some misgivings about my enthusiasm.  Why?  Well, name another sport where a sign of approval and/or friendship is evidenced by smacking the recipient of the emotion upside the head.

Can you imagine that in women's gymnastics? Instead of the obligatory hug between a couple of miniscule 14 year old girls on the same team, they'd smack each other on the side of the head.  Maybe not.

OK, so maybe golf?  Uh, no.  Swimming?  Don't think so. 

I'm afraid to suggest tennis after the drama at the US Open.  I'd rather have Serena yell at me than smack my head.  Just saying.

In basketball the guys do the butt tap, and in volleyball as well - although the women volleyball players usually hug.  Isn't it interesting to see the differences in the genders?  Woman hug, providing encouragement, affection, and congratulations.  Men smack each other - which does what, exactly?

And why is the childhood phrase "boys go to Jupiter to get more stupider" running through my head?  Once again, I enjoy being a girl. 

Football season!

I know, I know, I write historical novels (mostly) and football has nothing to do with the 13th century.  Or does it?  Organized sports are, of course, a civilized and ritualized form of war.  The whole premise is very primal: my tribe is better than your tribe.  People who have absolutely nothing in common beside the city in which they live, will bond like brothers over a sports team.  And I'm as guilty as anyone.  For years His Majesty and I were rabid Rams fans.  Even I knew all the players and felt qualified to comment on the coach's calls, etc.  But when Georgia F. took over the team and took it to St. Louis, we stopped being fans.  I have to admit I missed having a team to cheer on.

Then our girls went to USC and we got into college football.  I love it!  We used to know some of the guys on the team to cheer for, but they've all graduated, as have our girls, so now we just cheer on the whole roster.  Last Saturday found us glued to the USC/Ohio State game.  We won, but it was a hard fought game with a Hollywood ending.

I think what I'm really drawn to is the drama of it all.  Good stuff.  Next week we play Washington.  I'm already worried.

Non-Fiction

I'm writing a non-fiction book with my daughter and finding it quite delightful.  No wondering what the characters would wear or whether I've gotten the politics of the era correct.  I don't have to weave in those sub-plots or stew over what the character would be feeling when I've backed him into a corner.  This one is just straight-forward.  Not a secondary character in sight - my Patty and I are characters enough.

Still, it's still proven more difficult to write than I would have thought.  I'm finding that I'm editing my entries as often as I do my fiction work, and discovering, as I do each time I re-read my words, that I often write drivel the first time.  And second.  And . . .   Sigh. 

In my next life I've going to be a cat.

Remembering

I'm taking some time today to remember the events of September 11, 2001, and saying a prayer for peace in our time.